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Another personal post. lol....

 

I'm attending my year 2 semester 2 in my degree course currently and it's time for me to figure out and draft my FYP title. Had been thinking and thinking for a lot of titles that almost made my head explode. It's not an easy task to think and decide your FYP title if you wanna score a good grade.

As i'm studying Software Engineering course right now, i really don't have any ideas for the title. Lecturer seems to expect that the students from SE course will do some very challenging FYP title, the title that requires the use of algorithm, mathematics, calculation, logical thinking, functionality and so on.

Well, i know that we have 1 year to prepare the FYP but regarding my skills of programming... as in i need to develop a functional system, i really scared i can't finish it on time. So while thinking for the title, I really consider whether i will finish the FYP in time or not. This kind of thinking really scared me some times. 

Of course i want to get good grade, that's why i search for the title which nobody did before, but it's useless though because all my ideas had been done by my senior before. When you see the titles that you wanna do had been done by senior successfully, that feeling's sucks because i have to rethink another idea again. And to rethink a new title is not easy because we need creativity, innovation and more research. 

"Core, Enhance, Special" were the three levels of FYP that explained by my lecturer in class. Core is something basic which give you grade C~D, Enhance is something more than core which give you grade B~C, Special is something creative and nobody did before which is grade A. I want to create something special but it's not easy! sob sob....STRESS!!!!!

But somehow i got some ideas now for my FYP already....Wish me luck though...lol.

Bought a lot of Japanese books especially the JLPT test model questions because i might be register for the JLPT test this year. Other than that, my bf bought some Korean and Japanese language learning book because he said he want to learn or whatever...

Actually, the nicest books i bought among all the books are...

Met my long-time-no-see friend which was very close to me on the road when i went to buy dinner with mom. Had a nice chat with him after such a long time which was quite good for me. Talked about a lot of stuff and somehow we "blow water" a lot because we are typical malaysian?..lol.

We talked about relationship stuffs which make me think a lot later. Both me and him already have gf and bf so we kinda started talking about some relationship problems. That is the time when he asked me why people  get jealous easily when their bf/gf close to someone else?

I think "Jealous" is a typical common problem for most of the couples nowadays. I mean most but not all the couples. It is a good thing that some couples can actually get over this kinda problems, but it is sad to see some of them break up because of this problem too. I admit that i did jealous about my bf being close to other girls before, but that is for the past. For now, i really think that we should be generous enough to accept your partner having their own social life... because if we always jealous jealous, we will become controlling, the other half might suffocate and end with break up. I'm not saying that we should ignore our gf/bf, but at least should let them have their own life and friends so that they won't be lonely. We can be controlling, but not over-control at the same time. 

The other problem in relationship is we feel like our gf/bf don't care about us. When we get used to our gf/bf, we will start thinking why our bf/gf not as good as before? We will feel that they change already, they don't care or don't even mind about what we doing. If we keep on thinking like this, then we will explode at a time and start arguing with them. My bf always said that i don't care about his feeling when i talk, i don't care about him, i ignore him, i didn't notice him.... Well, it's not that i ignore or don't care, I care about him, but just we already get used to it, so we don't feel it. That's how a relationship become dull....not as sweet as before when we first met. But, if we sit down and talk about the problem, we can actually solve it! 

Relationship is something very difficult to understand. It's all about trust, believe, love, caring, sharing,  appreciate and tolerance. It's difficult because to get along together, we need to tolerant about everything. However, if we still love our gf/bf, we should cherish the relationship...

Yup! Finally i got myself a nail extension and color gel which was quite bling bling~~ I got a cute 3D black ribbon attached to my fingernail too! Color gel is harder and long-lasting, it can last for a month if you take care it nicely~~

 

Still insists to keep my fingernails long after the first extension because my nails looked nicer~However, i soon realized that long fingernails were quite difficult to maintain and it breaks easily too when i hit on something. Long fingernails also restricts me from doing some daily stuffs such as pressing button, typing on keyboard, open some casing and so on.... That's why, i decided to cut it shorter.

It's shorter and much more comfortable!

Best suggestion from me: 

If you do want a nice looking and comfortable fingernails, make it shorter before applying nail arts!

Okay, i guess i type too much~

.........

Bye. 

lol.

Super like this cute little thing Danbo.

My brother bought it last week so i took it and play with it. Always in love with Danbo but it's quite expensive actually. ( I wonder why my brother so rich can afford this little thing...lol) 

However, my brother told me this latest Danbo is cheaper than other version. Quite happy to see my brother likes models, games and Japan culture because of me? Perhaps? As in me always pollute him about all those Japan models and cute stuffs.

One day....

(Ignore my very roughly drew conversation because i doodle it during my class.)

I decided suddenly to join the Youth Credit Card Design contest because i was so attracted with the prizes. I might be over-confidence because i was blind by the prizes.... (lol) Thus, i joined the contest. Almost crack my head when thinking about the design because creativity is not an easy task. But...challenge accepted!

 

If you all don't know, you can win a Macbook pro with Retina display worth RM4599 for grand prize, or an iPad Mini 16GB worth RM999 for consolation prize. I want one of them so badly because i could't afford one by myself. lol... And of course if your design is selected, your design will be featured onto the new credit card, so why don't just have a try? The fame might be yours!

Okay okay, back to the story....

This is my design for Youth Credit Card contest!

I shall name it..... "Wild Card".

This time, i did it with simple design by using only yellow,orange and gold gradient as the background color. The reason i use this gradient color was because i wanna give it a classy feel and sometimes gold+orange+ yellow do symbolize good sign, especially fortune and wealth~ 

How about the leopard print?

It's because it's designed for the youth! That's why i put in the trendy stuff~ THE LEOPARD PRINT. It makes the card has more collectible value for young people. Imagine you swipe and pay by using a very trendy designed credit card! It's cool!!!!

That's all i can do for my credit card concept description. (So now i shall pray that my design get selected? lol....)

Had been day dreaming a lot recently whenever i got free time. Scrolling up and down on facebook and twitter just to see people's updates. Clicking on other people's blog just to read their updates. Was feeling inspired by the updates and started to think, what should i do in my future or what i will do in my lovely future. There are so many dreams that i want to achieve, there are so many things i want to try out. I was dreaming that i wanna become a successful person and people would at least know who am i. I know this dream is kinda impossible but hey, what's wrong for me to dream it?! 

My parents always think i did not achieve anything in my life yet. The only thing they know was i'm having a normal good life as a student that study well in uni. But i want more than that! Yes, i do admit i dream big because i wanna have my own career that i'm interested in, i wanna become like anybody else that can inspire people.

That is why i started to cosplay, even though i earned lesser than other people, i still wanna do cosplay because i do dream to become a professional cosplayer before. I wanna cos the character i like, i wanna cos it perfectly, i wanna cos to my expectations. That is also the reason why i went to almost every events even though sometimes i did not cosplay. But i realized it's kinda difficult to be pro in this field because there are so many people that are more pro. However, it's still a dream and most importantly it's my dream before when i was young. I will slowly achieve it!

The other thing that i wanna achieve so badly was, i want to travel. I wanna travel to other country, to have a look, to learn and to feel the culture. I wanna see the other country with my own eyes. I like travel, i love travel and i want to travel. Therefore i kept on working part time and saving money now because i dream that i will achieve it sooner.

What about my study?!
Oh ya, study.... It's some kind of boring stuff. Went into class and listened to lecturer talking something i do not understand. Then i start taking out my phone and play Candy Crush or start doodling on paper. It's an enjoyable time in class. People always tell me that i should concentrate in class, but the lecture is way too boring, therefore i play game in class. But but but..... i promise i will study at home. lol...

Opps, i wrote too much....
Well, see ya in next post!

Nice scenery at that island. And what i did there was selca, selca and selca.