Graduated from college last month... It might seems like a good event, but it looks scary to me. Everything that I used to be ended on that day. Everything have to start fresh and it's the time to finally step into the reality. Although i went for a trip after I settled up everything with my studies, still deep in my thoughts i knew, sooner or later, i will have to face the reality.

People kept on telling me to enjoy my life before start working, but i knew it was a bit impossible for me to do that. Without money, everything is impossible though.

I struggled, since young age, to be able to earn my own money and feed myself with it by doing a lot of part time jobs. Even myself also cannot understand how i cope with everything without even dying halfway. However, now, it's the time for me to hunt for a new job.

It's not that i don't have a job now, but i just wanted a new environment to learn more.

Graduated from college, it's just scary for me. Things became different because the previous goals were completed. New goals formed in my life, and i just have to start all over to achieve it. During the past few weeks, i was totally lost. I don't know what to do, what should i do and what i will do. I just totally lost in everywhere. I once have a dream, a dream to have my own career that i'm passionate towards it, but there's still a long way to go until i reach that dream. No one tell me what to do, and how to achieve everything. Of course i know i will fall at somewhere, but i wish i have the courage to stand up again.

Life is just so miserable when things changed but I should accept the change and continue on my journey.

Last month was a hectic month, buried by all the part time jobs. Still i survived!

September... Please be good to me.

xoxo.

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